一直放一直放一直放一直放。一直放。。。焦距外。很远很远很空。
偶尔放到无法自拔,很爽。
从一开始偷窥的内疚,继而延伸的不愉快不舒服等等。老实说,看透了。彻底与否,不知道,肯定的是现在可以一笑而过。毕竟一切终究由不得人掌控,真的还不如豁达一点。反而酱,比较坦荡自在。
at time like this, i would be like a mute the whole day if it was 7 years ago.
at time like this, i would lock myself in a room with loud music if it was 6 years ago.
at time like this, i would drive endlessly without knowing where to stop if it was 5 years ago.
at time like this, i would run like a mad man if it was 4 years ago.
at time like this, i would walk in the city and look at the faces on the streets if it was 3 years ago.
now, tell me, where do i wander safely at time like this and in a place like this?
afterall, the kid is still living inside of me.
what if
everything back to square one.
老邱明天飞santana明天回来。来来去去的人很多。
从夏天跨到冬天再回到大热天。到底,还是大蓝天,顶着三十六七八度高温大太阳才是我的天下。
还有这头卷发,唔掂。
目前状态,失业中。不要问要去哪,俺唔d到。
暖到有点想睡的天气, 倚靠床边按着电脑,地板很凉爽。很随性的宽T,很懒惰的音乐,偶尔楼下传来的嬉笑声。
原来,我在家。
这种感觉,真的很久很久都没有。喜欢大家星期日虽然各自在家里不同的角落忙,但是每个人都在的那种坦荡的实在感。
是的,我回来了。ただいま。
这一回,还真要回答很多问题。无穷多。老妈应该是最高兴。老样子,去哪都要拖你一起,一样不认路,一贯稍有差池就爆紧张,要你跑银行,要你丢掉房间的杂物,要你去洗澡吃饭喝水还有要你选哪个比较美。心情好的时候,是很可爱啦。哈!
anyway,it’s good to be home.