wandering

at time like this, i would be like a mute the whole day if it was 7 years ago.

at time like this, i would lock myself in a room with loud music if it was 6 years ago.

at time like this, i would drive endlessly without knowing where to stop if it was 5 years ago.

at time like this, i would run like a mad man if it was 4 years ago.

at time like this, i would walk in the city and look at the faces on the streets if it was 3 years ago.

now, tell me, where do i wander safely at time like this and in a place like this?

afterall, the kid is still living inside of me.

what if

everything back to square one.